june 29

really loose bowels for the past week. at first i thought it was from the mexican food from my friends taking me out for my birthday. this is lasting too long though. do i have parasites in me?...a week and three days ago i ate some fresh-picked psilocybe cyanescens. only a portion of the batch that i picked. i dried out the rest. but a couple days later i picked some more of them (from the same spot) and broke one open to find a little tiny white worm-caterpillar-type-thing inside. also realized that several of them had those inside. uhh-ohh. hahahaha. and i have been eating kind of a lot and not gaining any weight. well then maybe these parasites will be handy in the winter.

oh and by the way nothing happened to me when i ate those. i later remembered that you don't trip on that species of mushroom if you're on anti-depressants. i started weaning myself off of them cuz i don't need them as much in the summer time anyway. so, a week and a day from now, the anti-depressants should be out of my system and i can trip with mike and tori. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! (and for those who don't know: parasites can't live in the dried-up ones. they would've died by now. so, no, i'm not giving parasites to my friends. lol.)