from may

may 7

memories from semi-recently: Peter saying he wanted to wear his pants on his head, dad telling him no, mom  telling dad that now the boys are experimenting with their own individual identities and she doesn't want to squelch their 

creativity. Dad saying ok. Peter asking if the police will get him if he wears his pants on his head outside. Me learning that the 

pineapple is a symbol for hospitality. The first time a waiter ever came out into the parking lot to find me before i left, to return a 

hair tie to me that i'd left on the table. First time that ever happened. It was in north carolina. Me hanging out with tom & 

sandy last night for about maybe a half hour. After that half hour was up, tom saying "we were in the middle of this kind of 

exciting suspenseful movie when u came in. I'm going to Put it back on. You're allowed to stay but you're not allowed to talk." me 

leaving. Me being reminded of this one time when mom told me that dad told her this one time when he was a teenager tom said to him 

"your mother and i love you very much, and want you around and are so lucky and happy that we had you but sometimes we still just 

want time to ourselves." i don't really know what to think of that except that maybe tom & nancy shouldn't have had a kid if they 

were going to push him away like that. One time tom told me he doesn't really like kids very much and my dad is lucky to be alive. When he said that i really wanted to say "uh, you probably shouldn't have had a kid then, tom. You probably should have had a vasectomy before you got married."

"she liked having company that left her alone." "she loved puzzles." "she  pricked up her ears." "she shut her ears." all quotes from "the girl who played with fire," by stieg larsson, all quotes that remind 
me of me. 

may 18
 
Do u think that most ppl want u to be really into an idea, or ispired by it,  before they'll let u tattoo it on them? Cuz if thats the case then i'm in trouble. I need to think of another career path.