the place i least expected to get a call from, called me. victoria's secret. i remember filling out that application; they wanted to know of any type of rewards or certificates for anything i've ever attained in the last few years. i was honest. i put down that i became blood-borne-pathogen certified as a tattooist's apprentice. but then, just as i was finishing writing it, i thought, "maybe they meant that i should put down any certifications that are RELEVANT. maybe i shouldn't have put that down because it has nothing to do with selling lingerie. i can't scribble it out, though. that makes the application look bad. i can't ask for a new one--that shows that i'm careless and make mistakes." so, after the sentence about being blood pathogen certified, i put in parentheses, "i don't know how relevant that is though." then as soon as i wrote it i thought, "ok, that just makes it even worse. way to fuck up an application." then i just finished filling it out, handed it in and didn't expect that it was very likely i'd hear back from them.
well, the interview is monday.
and the owner of an animal rescue in chalfont said that she'll call me sometime soon. she made it sound like she wanted to hire me. people say things all the time though. people are a lot of talk. that's why i'm not going to back out of the victoria's secret interview. or am i? should i even attempt having a job that has anything to do with anything that's not art or animals? selling lingerie. selling lingerie. selling lingerie. hmmm. think think think. could i ever be good at that? possibly. not nearly as likely as being good at the job at the animal rescue place. but i'm still not positive she's going to call me AND i don't know what the pay is AND it's only going to be part time, at least up until summer time when it gets more busy.
i had this realization about tattooing. i'm only good at it if i'm doing it to people i know because i get nervous about touching strangers.
oh yeah, the other thing. sherri said she wanted me to do a painting of her dogs. she said she was going to give me pictures of them to work from. that was almost a week ago. i should check with her about that, see if she still wants it done, see if she has the pictures picked out that she wants me to use....
the other night i had a dream that i was erin from the office and i hooked up with jim. pam didn't mind cuz i hooked up with her too. towards the end of the dream, though, she was starting to feel some sort of animosity or jealousy or resentment and i could tell i was going to have to stop hooking up with jim.
i had to stop hooking up with joe because he has a girlfriend. who's pregnant.
what a loser. fucking idiot joe.
last night i had a dream about being in a fight with mom and we were at a relative's house and she wanted us to go back home and i didn't want to go home yet, i think just because i didn't want to be in such an enclosed small space, such as a car, with her. she made me get in the car and started to drive it and i opened my door and kind of just threw myself out of the moving car and went back to the relative's house. the dream ended soon after that.
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